Holiday stress

Holy cowballs!! I am SO stressed out!! I feel like I never should have went home in november for the holidays because now I'm all behind on my bills (the ones I JUST got caught up on!) Ok. So maybe I am irresponsible with my money, but I guess to me... That's what motivates me to make it. Wah!!! I just want someone to take care of me! I'm exhausted!
Done venting,
A
Ps. I've been practicing my make up, here is the look I have for tonight!!!