Who am I?

I got in a rather large "debate" this evening about being...or shall I say "doing" what it takes for "addie doll" to exist.
When I was a younger girl, mid teens I had an older cousin who I envied the shit out of because she had nice big tits (she was two years older -excuse gone bad). You could find me out in my little hometown in good ole nebraska sitting on the back of my grandmas bumper of "lizzy" her old yellow wagon car pos (I actually crashed it into a van on accident-save that for another time) with my chest sticking way out, stuffed with my gay cousins socks. I'd coat my lip gloss on. I don't know why I did this...? I hated men in middle school. (I have my reasons)

When it comes down to it, I'm scandalous. Some may refer to me as a "whore" "slut" "skank" , bark that I have no morals yada fuckin ya! BUT, I've lived a not so normal childhood, adolescence, and now early adulthood. Maybe that's why I would stare and dream of women like pamela anderson and now jenna jameson. I just love the sex appeal, always have. I've always wanted to be like that I find it attractive. Piss off if you disagree, that's your choice. I grew up in a sexual lifestyle. I'm sexual. But I'm also a very loyal fun and loving girl, it just takes a lot to accept that I'm comfortable living the lives of two characteristics. Is that bizarre?

I am comfortable and enjoy owning and teasing random cock without an emotional connection. I also would enjoy a relationship where a man would understand I will give him all my emotional love and loyal commitment. Does that make sense? Is this possible? Or is being a cocktease a deal breaker on a monogamous love life? relationship? Hmmm?

If only people could pop in my head and understand, *sigh*
Loves.
A

Ps. Sweet dreams XoXo

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Bloopers For VLOG sound

Hahahahha I couldnt get the sound to work!!!!!!!!!! I thought maybe yall would find the Humor in these takes. The last one im just fuckin sitting there talking to myself. Im a hot mess today let me tell ya!!!

First "vlog"

I really had no clue what I was doing so please excuse my madness.

Back it up

BACK From my "Vacation"

FINALLY!!! I have made it home from my "vacation" which was really just me going to "the good life" Nebraska to see my family for the holidays. Can we say D R A M A?????! Needless to say, I am excited to be home and back doing what I do best :) I got home yesterday, but I slept ALL day, and I just woke up now. hehe. Hopefully with all that rest I will look extra beautiful for those of you who get to see me today! I will be getting online at 1:30 for shows!!! Again tonight around 9pm! If you are a customer on my Niteflirt listing, You should be receiving free minutes as a belated thanksgiving gift!!!!
squeezes!
A

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Test from phone

Hmm mm wouldn't that be radical if I could blog from my phone?! And post pics! Here is the test!!! Wish my luck!

So it begins...

So, this is the beginning.  I woke up at 4am, thinking Id get ahead of the game today. Its Sunday, and with football season in full swing, it can be a little slower then the normal. AND I am trying to get my bills paid off all in this week, so I can save for my trip back home. Good ole Nebraska. Going there for thanksgiving. I HAVE to milk my money slaves for all they have so I can have one hell of a shopping spree the day after thanksgiving! Yayyyyy!


I typically have a daily goal of $200. The past few days I have cranked the heat under my asshole and worked it a bit harder. Its really been paying off well mighth I add. Ive been clearing my goal. Last night was a close call, I was down $100. Tired, but still determined, my little feet and I pulled it off thanks. Of course, I couldnt have done that without the help of my regular who just so happens to be absolutely addicted to me. :) 


I am so spoiled. I love it. 


So now, I will spend some time figuring out where to advertise so I can stay a busy bitch. I plan to take a shower within the hour. (ill post pics of course) and then I will be signing online to work. I HAVE to make $260.00 for the next four days. *sigh* This is will be fun.